Originally published December 1998
By Harriet McBryde Johnson

3.HarrietBy power chair, I zoom toward the Four Corners of Law, the old heart of Charleston’s legal community. It’s the first day of a federal jury trial, and I’m a lawyer for the plaintiff.

I’m nervous, but I’ve suited up for the occasion. I can’t wear those women-lawyer suits you see on television, but my raw silk turquoise dress drapes nicely around the curves of my back. I’m wearing my best black shoes. They’re velvet, and cost $6 at the local hippie store. And, of course, serious jewelry — a simple gold bracelet, pearl earrings, a sapphire ring. It’s my kind of power dressing. They’ll know I’m a force to be reckoned with.

There’s a lot riding on the opening. Research shows that most jurors are convinced — or not — during opening statements. I’ve heard hints that I’m the wrong person for this job. It’s an ADA case, and my client was fired, she says, because she told her boss she’d need back surgery. The problem is that, compared to me, she doesn’t look like she has a disability. In fact, she looks great in a suit. The company lawyer will surely tell the jury there’s no way this plaintiff can file an ADA lawsuit when there’s nothing wrong with her. How do I convince them otherwise?

I stop obsessing and enjoy the ride. I know every bump in the slate sidewalks, every gap in the old bricks. I know when to slam full speed ahead, when to slow down, when to dodge. As I get closer, I merge with a stream of lawyers and clients striding on legs from downtown offices to court. I flawlessly navigate the challenging terrain without clipping any of them. I’m good. I belong in this world. Nobody can mess with me.

I stop for a line of cars. Beside me an elderly black lady waits at the bus stop and looks me over. I’m used to being gawked at, but this is different. She’s looking at my clothes, my jewelry, my “look,” and her smile is openly appreciative.

I nod at her the way we nod at one another in downtown Charleston.

“You look so beautiful,” she says.

I give her the classic aw-shucks smile.

“You look just like a Doll Baby!”

A Doll Baby? Not a tough, terrifying litigator?

My smile freezes and I say, “Thank you, ma’am.” She means well. And in a flash I know there is a certain Doll Baby factor at work. My body is undeniably small and rag-doll floppy. And, against the vivid turquoise dress, the extrem